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today, we remember.
So today, is memorial day. Well sort of, it's memorial day weekend. Im still not exactly sure which of the 3 days is the actual holiday. Memorial Day isnt the only reason as to why today is a day worthy of celebration...or at least, occasion. Today marks the first 30 days of my family's new life in Virginia. Now that the day has virtually come to an end, I think it's safe to say that this day will be one I'm gonna remember.
I woke up early today thinking that we were gonna go to the 10am mass so that we have enough time to prepare for the MD barbeque. Unfortunately, I later found out that we were gonna go to the noon mass instead. After mass, the first few guests started to arrive. Since there was no one I really knew there just yet I went downstairs with abby to check my mail and stuff. Ok, now I'm going to go into a very pathetic and confusing rant...you guys wont know what im talking about, and that's the way I like it, haha sorry.
--seriously, WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM? You are being SUCH AN ASS. Im trying to tell myself that there is some reasonable explanation as to why all these things are happening and why you're MAKING all these things happen but seriously, it's getting really hard to have faith in you with how you've been acting the past few days. Maybe, you really are an ass...but a part of me thinks that you're just being the smarter one of the two of us...and for that, I guess I should thank you.
Ok, ANYWAY, back to the barbeque. When I went back up I saw that Dana, Edwin, Joji, Ryan and Danica were already there. The first 2 hours or so were EXCRUCIATINGLY awkward and quiet...like, i seriously just wanted to sleep (not naman die hahah). But then I decided to go outside and play with little abby. So people started following and the awkwardness passed...sort of. But then after a few minutes of playing in the rain my parents made me come back in and so we all went inside and started eating random stuff. After that, we played Red Dog (I think that's what you call it) which is this really fun gambling game. Watching people bet it all and lose it all was the funniest...I gotta get luckier before our next hangout :))
After that, we just did random stuff like play Wii (or watch people play Wii lol), listen to someone playing the guitar, card tricks, and a whole bunch of stuff. We also had this dance off thing which was cool which broke most of the ice. We also started doing gymnastics...HAHA weird...yes, even the guys. Basically, this part of the day was THE BEST. I had so much fun. However, I also noticed some tension between two people which kindof made things weird but I think most of us just tried to tune it out...even the two involved. After that, Dana, Ryan, Danica and Edwin invited us to watch Night at the Museum with them. When i asked the father, he said no. So I'm very very pissed right now.
See, this is exactly what happens. This is how our freedom has been stunted all these years. Since we're always moving, we always have to restart. Suddenly, my parents have justication to be extra cautious with us...they have justification to treat us like toddlers again. If my dad only knew how I've been DYINNGGGG for a good time. Yes, they took me shopping yesterday and Yes, I hang out with the people from the neighborhood practically every afternoon...but all those times have been somewhat near my family or near my parents. Look, I love my family so so so much...but spending A WHOLE MONTH with just them is SUFFOCATING me.
I need an escape.
I need time to think, air to breathe, and space to be.
Thank God the group from today is coming back here tomorrow...if something goes wrong and they can't come, I might go crazy...
...I'm soo serious.
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today, we remember.
So today, is memorial day. Well sort of, it's memorial day weekend. Im still not exactly sure which of the 3 days is the actual holiday. Memorial Day isnt the only reason as to why today is a day worthy of celebration...or at least, occasion. Today marks the first 30 days of my family's new life in Virginia. Now that the day has virtually come to an end, I think it's safe to say that this day will be one I'm gonna remember.
I woke up early today thinking that we were gonna go to the 10am mass so that we have enough time to prepare for the MD barbeque. Unfortunately, I later found out that we were gonna go to the noon mass instead. After mass, the first few guests started to arrive. Since there was no one I really knew there just yet I went downstairs with abby to check my mail and stuff. Ok, now I'm going to go into a very pathetic and confusing rant...you guys wont know what im talking about, and that's the way I like it, haha sorry.
--seriously, WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM? You are being SUCH AN ASS. Im trying to tell myself that there is some reasonable explanation as to why all these things are happening and why you're MAKING all these things happen but seriously, it's getting really hard to have faith in you with how you've been acting the past few days. Maybe, you really are an ass...but a part of me thinks that you're just being the smarter one of the two of us...and for that, I guess I should thank you.
Ok, ANYWAY, back to the barbeque. When I went back up I saw that Dana, Edwin, Joji, Ryan and Danica were already there. The first 2 hours or so were EXCRUCIATINGLY awkward and quiet...like, i seriously just wanted to sleep (not naman die hahah). But then I decided to go outside and play with little abby. So people started following and the awkwardness passed...sort of. But then after a few minutes of playing in the rain my parents made me come back in and so we all went inside and started eating random stuff. After that, we played Red Dog (I think that's what you call it) which is this really fun gambling game. Watching people bet it all and lose it all was the funniest...I gotta get luckier before our next hangout :))
After that, we just did random stuff like play Wii (or watch people play Wii lol), listen to someone playing the guitar, card tricks, and a whole bunch of stuff. We also had this dance off thing which was cool which broke most of the ice. We also started doing gymnastics...HAHA weird...yes, even the guys. Basically, this part of the day was THE BEST. I had so much fun. However, I also noticed some tension between two people which kindof made things weird but I think most of us just tried to tune it out...even the two involved. After that, Dana, Ryan, Danica and Edwin invited us to watch Night at the Museum with them. When i asked the father, he said no. So I'm very very pissed right now.
See, this is exactly what happens. This is how our freedom has been stunted all these years. Since we're always moving, we always have to restart. Suddenly, my parents have justication to be extra cautious with us...they have justification to treat us like toddlers again. If my dad only knew how I've been DYINNGGGG for a good time. Yes, they took me shopping yesterday and Yes, I hang out with the people from the neighborhood practically every afternoon...but all those times have been somewhat near my family or near my parents. Look, I love my family so so so much...but spending A WHOLE MONTH with just them is SUFFOCATING me.
I need an escape.
I need time to think, air to breathe, and space to be.
Thank God the group from today is coming back here tomorrow...if something goes wrong and they can't come, I might go crazy...
...I'm soo serious.
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