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Decisions, Decisions.

These past few days have been filled with decisions. Usually, I find myself stressing over huge decisions...ones that I know are gonna have a big impact on my life. But the decisions I've had to make these past few days have ranged from frivolous to normal..and I'm so happy that they are. There are very few instances when I am overcome with a strange sense of ungratefulness for the life I have aas well as an overwhelming desire to have one filled with normalcy. You know, to have a life where your close friends are the same close friends you've had since you can remember, the kind of life where you know what to say when people ask you where your hometown is...or at least, where your home is, a kind of life where you know what it's like to truly miss people.

Yeah, you read it right. You would think all this moving has made me so accustomed to the feeling of missing people....and maybe, you're right. But it could also be like those times when you have grown so accustomed to a certain type of pain (or any circumstance really) that it becomes embedded in a sense of normalcy. I guess that's what happened to me. I've known the feeling of missing someone so well...i've experienced it so many times that I don't know what it feels like anymore. Isnt that totally horrible? But it doesnt make me immune to wishing that those same people were here right beside me.

Anyway, back to my frivolous and superficially adolescent decisions:
1. Sidekick or LG xenon?
2. Mac or Dell?
3. What classes to take?
4. What job to take?
5. To study AP Calc or not?

Well, 3 and 4 arent exactly frivolous...but you get the idea.

I have always believed that life is marked by circumstance but formed by the decisions we make...hopefully I and all of you guys are making the right ones---in both the frivolous and the not so frivolous opportunities in our life. :)